this is TOTALLY unfair!

I LOVE how we can't go to the taste of chicago today which TREY SONGZ was performing at because charlene has work. Everyone is going tomorrow. The day I told people I can't go because I have an orthodontist appointment. They go weather I can or can't go, but when someone else can't go EVERYONE can't go. DO YOU SEE THE UNFAIRNESS HERE?!?!?!?! This is TOTAL bullshit. FUCK EVERYONE! I don't even know why I hang out with them...oh wait yea i do! Because I have no fucking friends! I dumped my friends to hang with them. I'M SOOOOO DUMB! They don't dump their friends to hang with me but I'm expected to dump EVERYTHING that I'm doing to hang with them or I'm a total bitch, the bad guy, the party pooper or whatever! You'd think that they would at least let me a part in deciding in what to do. I feel like a pack mule. They drag me along if they want something or need me to do something. I'm sick and tired of it. My mom is right I just push everything aside like nothing is wrong and don't put in my opinion. It's time to say SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LISTEN TO WHAT I HAVE TO FUCKING SAY. I don't want to be the odd man out anymore. Yes I'm the youngest, yes I'm the most inexperienced, and yes I'm the annoying little debbie downer, but I am apart of the group and I want to be heard. That's all I want.