College Farewell Poem

Day after day I cried for a sister.
Instead I got two brothers.
One is older and the other younger.

Now as the older one leaves I'm stuck with the younger.
I'm going to miss him dearly.
I then realized I'm glad I have a brother
that i get to see yearly.

A brother teaches you things a sister couldn't.
A brother always has your back.
He teaches you to stay strong and don't do anything he wouldn't.
He holds your hand through the pain and keeps you on track.

Autum days will fade away,
but memories will always stay the same.
I'm hoping you will never change.

So please don't forget to call me.
just to let me know,
your doing okay,
miles away from me ;)

The Opposite Sex

Okay, so yea i admit I like him, but he definitely doesn't like me and I don't blame him. I mean look at me I'm no Charlene or Natty who are both stunningly beautiful. It's my fault for that, but what's done is done right :/. Sometimes I dream I'm like either one of them and actually have a chance with him. Truth is most things i tell them is a lie because my life is boring and has no meaning and they would think my one and only friend is weird. I want them to see me lime I'm trying to be like them, I don't know how to be me, and even if I did I wouldn't know who me is...if that makes sense. I'm just awkward around the opposite sex. I don't know how to flirt with guys and it's a bad thing. But yea I'm absolutely clueless about these things.....I haven't written a poem lately. My next post is gonna be a poem.

sisters

I've always wanted an older sister. Instead I'm stuck with one older and younger brother. Don't get me wrong I love them very much, but being the only girl in the house sucks ( my mom doesn't count). I love to read, and in each book I pick up the story line is usually about sister an sister. I don't think I've read a book that's about brother and sister. In these books the main character has flashbacks of what it was like when her and her sister were little, or when her and her sister talked about boys, school, friends, and other shit. I can't talk to my brother about these things because he won't get it. Boys minds are different from girls and sometimes it makes it hard to communicate. I have girl cousins that are like my sisters but its not the same. I long to have a sister who would understand me even though we are polar opposites. I wouldn't mind a younger sister so I could help her out with her problems. But that's never going to happen. I wonder if Ramsley is happy he has both a younger sister and younger brother. Or maybe he didn't want to be the oldest and wanted an older brother. I don't know. All I know is having another girl in the house would be fun. Yes we would get into fights but we would laugh about them later. Yes we would cry over things but we'd help each other get through it. Yes our personalities would collide but that's what makes us stronger, knowing that we're different and being able to understand each other. That's what I want in life. To have that feeling you get when you see your sister talk about her new boyfriend and how she's in love. To watch her go shopping for the perfect dress for the school dance. To watch chick flicks and cry on the couch together while eating ice cream. If I had one wish it would be that I would have an older sister...along with my older brother and younger brother as well. I cried myself to sleep once because I knew wishes don't come true and I'd never have an older sister. I guess all I have are my girl cousins but they don't fill the hole in my heart of wanting a real sister. I know I should just accept reality that I won't ever have one but I can dream.